I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.
I'm a big fat liar. Big fat one. I said I'd post way earlier than today and I didn't. Ahhh. Oh well.
What's new? From today? From this week? From this month? Who knows. Right now I'm on the boat that I'm working on and I'm looking out the window and getting dizzy. We're by a lock and the way it pulls the water makes it look as if the water is flowing in two different directions. Weiiird.
<3.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Jitters.
I'm going seadooing tomorrow. I'm so excited I have the butterfly jitters. I haven't been on a seadoo for such a long time and I know we're going to go fast. Probably way faster than we should but that's okay since I like going fast. It always feels like you're flying when you go that fast.
I should be packing right now but I haven't started yet. I'll probably get on it as soon as I'm done this. I'm heading back to Dad's from tomorrow until Thursday then I'll be back at Mama's.
Le sigh. I'm so nervous. I wish I didn't have this gigantor pimple on my chin. It's like it's mocking me. Saying bahaha, makeup can't hide me once you're in the water. Fool.
Oh well.
I should be packing right now but I haven't started yet. I'll probably get on it as soon as I'm done this. I'm heading back to Dad's from tomorrow until Thursday then I'll be back at Mama's.
Le sigh. I'm so nervous. I wish I didn't have this gigantor pimple on my chin. It's like it's mocking me. Saying bahaha, makeup can't hide me once you're in the water. Fool.
Oh well.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Sleep. Eat. Dream.
What's wrong with me?! Seriously.
I went to bed last night at 10:30. I woke up this morning at 8. That's a good long time for sleeping. Even with 9.5 hours of sleep I'm still completely exhausted. I'm wondering if maybe I'm over tired? Or if the excitement of yesterday completely knocked me out. It has been a while since I've been either that excited or that nervous over something. Probably drained me right out.
Since tonight the fireworks are on, work is going to be insane. So many people and so much ice cream. I'm not very fast yet but I'm hoping I can just be on money and then life would be good. I made 7 dollars in tips yesterday, that's pretty badass. Almost enough for a pint and more than half of what I currently have in my bank account.
I'm hoping if I eat something I'll bounce back. My bowl of cereal this morning didn't really do it for me. I'm also not exactly sure why I'm so incredibly hungry today. Wait a minute. I'm super hungry and have no energy. Hmmm, I see a solution there. Food = energy. I should invest in that.
I had an intense dream last night. I was running the entire dream. Maybe there's another reason I'm tired. Constantly running. I was running from my Mom of all people because she was being rather rude, but she just kept chasing me. We were on some university campus and there were 5 big buildings that were important. One was an administrative building, two were cathedrals, one had labs in it and the last was a big hall where you could have a wedding reception or something. There was also a big railway where we were fighting over something that she said that's been bothering me for a few days but isn't worth bringing up again.
It was interesting none the less. Eventually I got away from her but it's just proof that what she said is having a bigger effect on me than I originally anticipated.
I went to bed last night at 10:30. I woke up this morning at 8. That's a good long time for sleeping. Even with 9.5 hours of sleep I'm still completely exhausted. I'm wondering if maybe I'm over tired? Or if the excitement of yesterday completely knocked me out. It has been a while since I've been either that excited or that nervous over something. Probably drained me right out.
Since tonight the fireworks are on, work is going to be insane. So many people and so much ice cream. I'm not very fast yet but I'm hoping I can just be on money and then life would be good. I made 7 dollars in tips yesterday, that's pretty badass. Almost enough for a pint and more than half of what I currently have in my bank account.
I'm hoping if I eat something I'll bounce back. My bowl of cereal this morning didn't really do it for me. I'm also not exactly sure why I'm so incredibly hungry today. Wait a minute. I'm super hungry and have no energy. Hmmm, I see a solution there. Food = energy. I should invest in that.
I had an intense dream last night. I was running the entire dream. Maybe there's another reason I'm tired. Constantly running. I was running from my Mom of all people because she was being rather rude, but she just kept chasing me. We were on some university campus and there were 5 big buildings that were important. One was an administrative building, two were cathedrals, one had labs in it and the last was a big hall where you could have a wedding reception or something. There was also a big railway where we were fighting over something that she said that's been bothering me for a few days but isn't worth bringing up again.
It was interesting none the less. Eventually I got away from her but it's just proof that what she said is having a bigger effect on me than I originally anticipated.
Happy Birthday? Mmm not so much.
Today is Canada Day. Woo. Right??
I read a piece of written heartbreak this morning that shed some light on the way detainees were held during the G20 summit in Toronto this past weekend and it got me thinking. People are placed in conditions that are not only unhealthy but completely devoid of any basic human rights all over the world on a regular basis, so why is it only when it happens here do I get upset about it?
Canada isn't supposed to be this type of a country! People are supposed to be safe and happy here. It's supposed to be a democratic country where we're allowed to express ourselves, our opinions and our beliefs. We shouldn't be persecuted for being in the wrong place at the wrong time like I'm sure 80% of those people arrested were. A breakdown in communication no doubt lead to the horrendous treatment of so many but that doesn't excuse what happened.
Who to blame? Blame the officers? Blame their superiors? Blame the Police Chief? Blame the Ontario government? Or does the finger go straight to Steven Harper? I'm no big fan of his so that what I'm doing even though I'm sure the blame could be better placed else where. I just think that some sort of apology needs to be made to those who mistreated. Should something ever happen to a non-Canadian on Canadian soil, it would be less than a few days for a statement to be made. However, how is it possible that something like this can happen to our own people and nothing comes of it.
Shame shame. I wonder if anything will be said? 4 days later and the clock is a ticking. Too many people are outraged for this to just be swept under the rug.
I read a piece of written heartbreak this morning that shed some light on the way detainees were held during the G20 summit in Toronto this past weekend and it got me thinking. People are placed in conditions that are not only unhealthy but completely devoid of any basic human rights all over the world on a regular basis, so why is it only when it happens here do I get upset about it?
Canada isn't supposed to be this type of a country! People are supposed to be safe and happy here. It's supposed to be a democratic country where we're allowed to express ourselves, our opinions and our beliefs. We shouldn't be persecuted for being in the wrong place at the wrong time like I'm sure 80% of those people arrested were. A breakdown in communication no doubt lead to the horrendous treatment of so many but that doesn't excuse what happened.
Who to blame? Blame the officers? Blame their superiors? Blame the Police Chief? Blame the Ontario government? Or does the finger go straight to Steven Harper? I'm no big fan of his so that what I'm doing even though I'm sure the blame could be better placed else where. I just think that some sort of apology needs to be made to those who mistreated. Should something ever happen to a non-Canadian on Canadian soil, it would be less than a few days for a statement to be made. However, how is it possible that something like this can happen to our own people and nothing comes of it.
Shame shame. I wonder if anything will be said? 4 days later and the clock is a ticking. Too many people are outraged for this to just be swept under the rug.
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