Over-dramatic people come hither!

Ughhh. Today it's been one bloody thing after another.

I really dislike confrontation and dramatics. I think both are extremely unnecessary to my well being and therefore should be ignored in every way possible. Evvverrry way possible, unless it's impossible.

Today, was one of those impossible days. We had fruit and peameal bacon for breakfast this morning. Every once in a while, the galley will put strawberries in the platter for a little extra treat and a little extra colour. I never get these, ever. Mainly because I'm always doing breakfast dishes and they are the first things to go. I had a chance to put some aside for myself this morning, which I was super excited about. Well, shit pretty well hit the fan. People started freaking out because they didn't get a strawberry and well, that just won't do! So, I took the 5 strawberries I set aside and threw them back in the bowl because well, if it's going to cause this much shit I don't want a part of it. Well then that just back fired and some of the girls decided I was being a bitch because I gave them back what they were complaining about in the first place...

I don't understand people.

Then I get a message from my mother via facebook complaining that I didn't return her text messages or her phone calls. Besides sounding like a crazy person, she forgot that I'm on a bloody boat and 99% of the time I don't have reception. She's been in New Mexico visiting my sister so why wouldn't I want to talk to her? I received no phone calls, no text messages. Does she believe me though? Nah, I just get more passive aggressive facebook messages. Good. Love it.

Oh, and another thing. I love it when guys have head issues. It makes my self confidence sky rocket trying to figure out if I've done anything wrong.

Fucking awesome day.

I wish I were a zombie killer.

Sometimes, I think it would be easier. That way I could feel like punching you in the head without feeling guilt. I could hate you without falling into stupid traps constantly.

I deserve something better. I demand something better. Not because I'm bitter but because I'm worth more.

Now if I can only keep telling myself that. Hopefully one day I'll believe it.

The boat.

I drove it. That's right. Across Lake Couchiching. I feel so amazingly bad ass.




Such a little sailor I'm turning in to. It's probably a good idea if I go eat lunch since I have a skype sesh with Ambi-bam soon.

A month seems to be a long enough break

I took a month off. Whatevs.

I love reading blogs. In fact, I have an entire bookmark folder dedicated to the amazingness that can come from cool blogs. I recently came across three new ones all music inspired for the most part and they have been blowing my mind for the past 24 hours. The music the authors have listed on these blogs is of the indie variety as you could imagine since I'm oh so hipster... For the most part each artist is completely unheard of to me but you never know, some people could be way deeper than I am into the realm that is indie music.

I found the first two off a blog, which I've already told you about called Goodmorning/Goodnight. That blog pretty well makes my life. However, that's not what this post is about.

One is called Kitsune Noir. The author posts stuff not just about music but also about life, photography and some other stuff which I've not had the chance to look at yet. Each week (pretty much) a new mixcast is released and is available for download. A song list is posted and for the most part, I like the ones I've listened to. There is always going to be one or two songs that I'm not huge on but that's the fun of it.

Mix 28 is currently my favourite, but there are multiple close seconds. Currently there are 42 mixes as of today but no doubt there are more to come.

I promise I'll attempt to update more. Key word being attempt. <3.