The days I want to kick and scream but remember to settle

I've been sick... what else is new right? I'm bloody well always sick.

I can't hear much right now because my ears are all blocked so my music is turned up louder than usual. What's on right now you ask? Well if I told you, I'm afraid a friend of mine would be unimpressed with me. It's quite a good tune too. Makes me rather happy though that wasn't all the feeling that held me for the majority of the day.

I was in a weird mood all day today. Happy to be back at school and back in BUGS.

Unimpressed with the general mood of people and lack of caring. It is one thing to unappreciative of the things that someone does for you when they don't need to. It is something else to completely ignore these things. I mean someone can do something and you can at least pretend to be grateful. Case and point - BUGS lounge. I don't have to clean up after the handful of slobs in there everyday but I do it because it makes the environment better for everyone. I know most people appreciate it even though barely anyone says anything (they don't have to, it doesn't effect them directly so why bother), but there are 5 or 6 people who come in and make the room a disaster zone and reverse any cleaning anyone, not just me, has done in about 30 seconds. Coffee everywhere, shoes up on the couch, leaving garbage behind, being belligerent, you name it. I'm not your mother, so stop acting like a child.

This makes me want to kick and scream... kind of...also... like...a child... hmm... hypocrite much?

Of course other various things were bothering me today as they usually do. I'm just too lazy and uncaring or rather too passive to say//do anything. Besides, currently peace is happening and I'm out of here in 3 months, why cause shit when I don't need to. Instead I'll be selective in those I've decided to be more open with in terms of communicating. I made someone a promise and I don't break it

Favourite song currently: Gotta Have You - The Weepies
Favourite piece of clothing: Turquoise AE track pants
Last drink: H2O
Work today: Nope, but I did school a good bit
Currently craving: Chocolate milk, Swiss Chalet Chicken Soup, Cheese and Grapefruit

I love you passionately, whole heartedly and more than anyone else could in the world.

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