Oh dear... my heart is exploding, breaking and full of hope

Okay, lets do this in list form.

Exploding -
- stress
- last exam ever on friday
- paper due friday
- no job
- no money
- no internet
- no jamie
- blargh

Breaking
- leaving waterloo
- moving home
- no money
- no internet
- no prospects
- no jamie
- amber
- no nix, no clue, no james lamb, no robyn, no amber, no euni, no science, no waterloo...
- no bubble tea... NO BUBBLE TEA!

Hope
- home
- zehr's (I cannot believe I'm saying that...)
- satchel
- dad
- mom
- david
- Mel
- Keri
- Emmie, Parker, Koehen, & Jaime
- Did I already say Satchel!!!!
- Mara
- Mandy!
- Swimming
- French's!
- Mariposa
- P90
- potentially still in the running for peterborough job!
- Jess
- Auntie Kathy
- Grandma!!!

Though the pros out weigh the cons right now... I still won't be able to wake up pop on the bus and go to school. I still won't be able to roll over and find I'm having a sleep over at Nix and we can go get bubble tea. I can't just see Clue and automatically feel better. I won't get to talk to Jamie whenever I want, and for as long as I want.

Ugh. While I'm excited, I'm petrified and miserable.