It's day 3 at home and well, besides the inital freakout it's been a bit of a roller coaster. One minute I feel fine, slightly bored but fine. The next minute I'm freaking out, crying and missing Waterloo. I feel like a failure really. I mean who actually moves home after university? More importantly, who does 5 years of school, makes awesome connections and does co-op but still doesn't have a job?! I suppose the economy has something to do with that but I feel like that is such a copout. You can't always blame the fact that money is limited. I know people who have jobs for September but I definitely don't... bah.
I start p90x today. I'm really excited. I'm going to take my before shots after my first workout. I'm doing the lean version of p90 because it's focused more on fat burning rather than muscle building. I can't say I'm big on the idea of being bulky but everyone knows that women can't bulk up to be huge like a guy without both steroids and testosterone shots. Estrogen just won't let it happen. The schedule I'm on then is slightly different from the one that is usually done. Goal by the end of the 90 days? Well, I have 4 months so I'll do it for 120 days rather than 90 and it's of lost 20lbs. I really don't care much about losing the weight, it's mainly the inches I want gone. I'm not chubby by any means so 20 may be an unrealistic number but I'd be a good healthy weight and I'm sure my self confidence would skyrocket losing 20.
What else... hmm. Well, I'm missing my friends in Waterloo a lot. I'll be back in 2 weeks to see them which makes me super happy. My mom and David are in Bala right now doing some running around. Satchel is sleeping on his mat being cute as can be. Oh! A music video showing Miley Cyrus fakely playing the piano is on the tv too!! It's so incredibly obviously that shes not playing too. Her hands aren't moving to the beat... stupid girl.
Yep. I'm going to go exercise.
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