The person I've become.

I've always thought I was pretty cool. However, lately, I feel really cool.

I mean, I'm not horrendous looking, I laugh a lot and can be silly but know there is a time and a place and I like good music and aren't one of those awkward funny people, I'm just flat out funny. Ego much? Nah, I'm just saying I think I'm pretty cool. It has just been lately that I've realized that I actually really enjoy the person I've become over the past few years.

I like my clothes, my style and the way I dress. I think the clothes I have embrace my personality and show that I'm one of those extremely girly people who dresses like they live in a city that is bigger than 30,000 but at the same time can walk up to a mud puddle and want to look in it for fish and worms. Not that my clothes say, "Hey, I like fish and worms"...

I like the music I listen to. Music has officially taken over my life. I'm an indie kid, no joke. I'm balls deep in the scene now, especially with these mix tapes that I've been listening to lately. It's kind of gross when I think of it. I'm learning how to play the piano, writing songs and saving up to buy myself a trumpet. What giddy up?! How cool is that. I'm also seriously considering applying for a spot in the orchestra in Orillia once the season on the boat is over so I can really jump back into it. I also want to take piano lessons. I have a feeling I'm gaining some bad habits trying to teach myself.

I'm funny. I make myself laugh and whether other people are laughing at me, or with me, I'm not always 100% sure but nonetheless there is lots of laughing going on. I think too, if you were to ask anyone who knows me well, they would say I'm funny and have a personality.

Intellectually I'd not change a thing, personality wise, also, not change a thing. There is the odd physical discrepancy but I mean, I could sit here all day complaining that I look like a bag of apples or that I feel blahish because I look blahish, but really. I'm okay with myself right now.

Hear that, I'm okay with myself right now. I think this tattoo is only going to increase that. Now is that confidence or acting egotistical?

Mmm. All without a boy. Feels nice.