I'm 23 in 2 days.
The thought of this makes me want to vomit.
One minute I feel like I'm on track with everything, the next minute I feel like I'm falling behind everyone and everything. It's a tough battle indeed.
My dad at 23 had a 2 year old, my mom was managing a hotel, my sister was in Korea teaching and well, I'm a recent graduate who cannot drive a car, had no job prospects and a $32,000 debt to pay off. Oh yeah, real winner this one.
It just seems like I'm wasting time and that is not much fun at all. But I suppose it's okay, there are other people in my position and I have the greatest support group I could ask for. Sure they pressure me a lot and make little backhanded comments, but I know it's all in hopes that I'll keep trying.
Seriously though, 23. It's an accomplishment in itself. I'm proud of the person I am and my successes, I just can't say I'm really on the up and up with where I am in life.
Anna you aren't even a quarter through your life. When you're 30, you're totes going to look back at this and laugh, and wish you were 23 again. Not that many people can say they had complete freedom to do what they wanted. Take advantage ;)
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