Oh exciting exciting!

Ok! My life is actually making sense right now and here is why...

I've got a plan! I've realized I'm an adult and adults cannot run from things because no one will be there to stop you from running. Running is no way to solve a problem although it may seem the most convenient solution. Battles make you stronger, life is an adventure!

In the past two days I've gone from being lost to having a concrete plan with concrete settings and a less bleak future (not that my future was ever bleak, I'm too smart, too fantastic and too driven to fail). It's like a fairy came down and gave me a confidence shot. Not to a level where I'm over confident though, I mean who likes a douche? No one!

What's the plan you ask? Well here's how things are going to go possibly... with the some variation of course.

Now until May, I'm dedicated to school. Especially come April. I have 3 exams, the last 3 I'll ever have to take. It's time to blow this shit out of the water. Between now and April, I have little to no spare time. I have 2 papers, a presentation and 3 lab reports due by the end of the month and believe it or not I'm going to do fantastically.

From May on, I'll hopefully be in Peterborough doing a research internship for the Ministry of Natural Resources. I WANT THIS JOB SOOOOOO BAD!!!!!!!!! Oh God. I cannot contain how much I want it.

Then come September we'll see how life goes. I'm going to save as much money as I can and book a flight and take off for a good bit. I'm going to apply to a university in England if I can and go there. If not, and if I get this internship in Peterborough and they extend it, I'll apply to do my masters either here in Waterloo or there.

Woo. Life plan. I love this feeling right now. So. Fucking. Much.