What do you do when fate pulls you in a direction logic tells you not to go down? How do you explain what you're feeling to the people who mean the most to you when you're not quite sure of it yourself? How do you make sense of things that are completely nonsensical? I'd like to know the answers to these.
The most random thing happened not too long ago. I came in contact with someone randomly by chance and just happened to realize that not only is this person eerily similar to me without being too similar that its boring, but they're also amazing in every sort of way. It's not often two people just click immediately. It's really only happened to me once before and well, that amounted to an amazing friendship I wouldn't change for the world. This however is different. Something is just different. It's more than that could have been in more ways than one. There's one large issue though... that person is just under 6000km away. 6000! That's hardly fair if you ask me.
6000 kilometers away? Then how did you meet? That's the thing, we've not yet. It bothers me each time we talk. I want to rant and rave about how fantastic he is to all of my friends but so far only about 3-4 have really shown any support in this. I mean, really, I completely understand. Who wants to see a dear friend thrown into the dark depths of disillusion? Not me personally and while I understand their reservations and completely agree and appreciate them, I wish I could tell them everything and they'd be happy for me.
Whether it's in the cards or the stars or some sort of predestination who knows. Could be pure luck. I want them to understand. I very rarely question their decisions and am often suggesting new ideas. Not this I admit is quite strange. I'm more weirded out than anyone but you can't help what the universe decides should happen. This is going to work out, I'll make sure of it.
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